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Time… How you flirt with me sooo… One minute I have a grasp of you, holding you close, knowing your every move, planning out our every endeavor. But that wasn’t enough for you… You needed more… You needed to bring in a new element to the equation. Oh Time how I love you so, no matter how you may feel I will comply with what you see as best…

Space… How you Impose on me sooo… One minute you are a pleasant reminder of the blessings that the Lord has given me… The next you are a voided abyss of separation that divides me from the very lifeline I need in order to survive. Why space? What harm have I caused you, I always played by your rules, did it your way! But this is how you repay me? Space you may cause my heart to bleed but for you I make that sacrifice…

Energy… We need a new agreement… See I needed you before in the past, I know I ask a lot out of you, but that was only the beginning… Your services are needed now more than ever, and trust me I will be calling you a lot… Don’t get mad when I complain when you’re not around, or when you give too much of your time to other people. Just know I mean well and all I want is for us to have a good relationship that allows us to enjoy life to its fullest extent.

Negativity… We need to go our separate ways… You and I have been through so much… You seem to have always been around despite my countless attempts to leave you behind… I know you don’t want to leave, but I just can’t tolerate your promiscuity anymore… It just seems like you’re with everyone lately, so it might be best if we just split because me and Positivity have a good thing going and she will really be able to help me with what I have in store for my future… So negativity I’m sorry but we can no longer coexist.

Love… Never knew you were this powerful… See you’ve caused me to do some crazy things before but not like this… Your hold on me has always had a firm grip, but now your touch is so warm that the thought of it not being there is borderline suffocating… You have brought me so much joy, so much pain, so much heartache, so much satisfaction… I don’t know where to begin when I think of all you have done for me, but I do know I never want it to end… 

Heart… This is the plan, and don’t miss a beat… I have to split you for now, I don’t really want to but its in our best interest… I already told Time, Space, Energy, Love, Negativity, and Positivity what to do… But your task is far greater than all of their’s… I have given half of you the task of being one with my angel on the opposite coast… Half of you will work from 12am-12am, the other from 3am-3am, two sun rises, two sun sets, enjoy the pacific, relish in the atlantic, embrace the joy from the east, and indulge in the exuberance in the west… I need you to be strong! I need you to persevere… I need you to work with love and achieve the impossible… Because through doing so you will literally spread your endearment across the entire United States… Heart please don’t fail me… But if you do… At least don’t fail her… 

When this world seems too big, when you feel like your sorrows outweigh your joys, when you think that you are alone and don’t have a shoulder to just cry on… Just remember that half of my heart is at your disposal at all times. There are no Timezones when it comes to love, distance holds no bearing over two hearts fighting to become one, and above all whether it is Time, Space, lack of Energy, Negativity from others, or a severely broken heart… Nothing will ever keep me from loving you… Nothing at all…

From me, to us